Gordon,
Your writing style and creative energy is always an inspiration. The following paragraphs that you wrote have enough material for a few essays:
"I don't think there is any absolute right or wrong way to go about music. I think there are right and wrong ways for individuals - some people fit better with the status quo - probably most people, others with the fluxus quo. You gotta do what's best for you.
As long as you're enjoying it. And thinking about it. And feeling it."
So, let's examine a few ideas one at a time...
"I don't think there is any absolute right or wrong way to go about music."
This is true if you are creating music for your own enjoyment with no specific purpose or audience in mind. Let's say though, that I (Kevin K) am asked to play music for a sci-fi event and the person in charge says, "Kevin, can you do music in the style of Gordon Charlton?"
Ah, now in order to get the "Charlton sound" I better do the "right" things -- I need historically correct instruments (twangulators), I need to study Charlton performance styles, watch the videos to learn the "proper" gesture/control techniques. I'd read all the Charlton posts to learn something about the man -- I would learn not to be overly-serious in my interpretations, for instance.
You (Gordon) have expressive freedom -- as for me? Well, I gotta learn the "right" way to do Charlton!
"I think there are right and wrong ways for individuals - some people fit better with the status quo".
Many of us, through the proverbial "school of hard knocks", learn that the music that people are interested in hearing (and paying for) is often at odds with one's personal preferences.
I'm not suggesting that one has to be unfaithful to oneself to be a professional musician, however, one must become "listener oriented" rather than "artist oriented". To deliver musically communicative performances -- to reach listeners -- can be just as satisfying as doing music for one's own pleasure.
For me personally, I revel in the notion that if someone asks for a specific kind of music, or atmosphere, or whatever, that I can do it. To have someone after an event tell me, "The music was 'perfect'" is very rewarding.
(Oh, and if I can't, I tell them... a couple of weeks ago, someone asked if I could provide a gospel piano accompianment and I told them that as much as I like Gospel Music, that I don't have a 'feel' for it. They brought in a different pianist -- and they still kept me anyway to play an organ postlude! And, they were very appreciative ;) )
"status quo (vs) fluxus quo."
Regardless of the musical genre, we are all subject to the same immutable laws of nature. All music making is subject to acoustical foundations.
"You gotta do what's best for you."
What works best for me is to acquire knowledge and then to find new and creative applications. Many artists listen, study, and learn and create their own styles that are a synthesis of many influences. For better or worse, I need a knowledge of harmony, rhythm, orchestration, and notation to do the kinds of things that I want to do. Thus, when I struggle to learn aerial fingering, that stuggle is my own pursuit of my own sound -- indeed, like you, I am doing what is "best" for me. :)
"As long as you're enjoying it. And thinking about it. And feeling it."
True, though sometimes there is a disparity between one's intentions and one's results.
I decided to add another classical work to my Theremin repertoire and it didn't take me long to memorize it. It is upbeat and fun to play -- and as it started coming together, I was really having a blast! I was thinking, "Wow, this is fun! This music will really thrill an audience!". Well, video tape told me that, while I was having fun, that the music needs more work before it is ready for public performance.
The experience also ma